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Nov 4, 20203 min readOn AngerWhat the nursing textbooks fail to tell you, is that you experience all five stages of grief at the same time. I am simultaneously...
Oct 28, 20203 min readI didn't think it could happen to me.You're never prepared to become the product of your worst nightmares. Most people know that my childhood wouldn't be described as...
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